yeah some of you guys suck.
i do something impulsive for the first time in a year and instead of people being nice and supportive a get funny looks and everyone talk behind my back. yeah thanks
so yay! it got round school about me and will to go now I'm a complete slag.
great, as if school hasn't hard enough without many friends some of maybe friend are talking about me.
i like him, he sweet and lovely what is wrong with what happened ????
seriously uncool.
:'(
Wednesday, 31 March 2010
Monday, 29 March 2010
WOW! yeah so that was unexpected.. but really nice
he's great, really great lovely and kind.
the whole affire had a feel of first romance, the electrity between two hands barely touching.
by the end of the night i was just our hands that were touching.
i wished we hadn't been tipsy.
i wish i hadn't acted as slaggy as i did.
i want things to be okay, for me and him to be okay.
it kinda my flaut but he was excaltly making it rape.
evryone's looked at me like i'm a whore.
like i made him unclean.
give me a break, i would say it's only sex but not with him, he's not like that. we're not going and thats okay well at least for now. we don't have to have any ties just because we slept together. that being said i like him, i really do. i no he likes other people and so do i, still i see potenoial for some really good times.
much loves
i'll keep you updated
the whole affire had a feel of first romance, the electrity between two hands barely touching.
by the end of the night i was just our hands that were touching.
i wished we hadn't been tipsy.
i wish i hadn't acted as slaggy as i did.
i want things to be okay, for me and him to be okay.
it kinda my flaut but he was excaltly making it rape.
evryone's looked at me like i'm a whore.
like i made him unclean.
give me a break, i would say it's only sex but not with him, he's not like that. we're not going and thats okay well at least for now. we don't have to have any ties just because we slept together. that being said i like him, i really do. i no he likes other people and so do i, still i see potenoial for some really good times.
much loves
i'll keep you updated
Monday, 22 March 2010
yay!! i got in to redland
yay still i new i would but still it's goo to know
I'm doing psychology sociology English lit and photography
looking forward to it, i just felt that that I'd be good at English lit hopefully i am
i might do a German AS if i can just take the test.
anyway happy i am ! (and I'm so Yoda)
still yay!! good day i lost 1.5 pounds this week wooohoo so that's 11.5 which is 2.5 away form a stone so wish me luck for this week guys.
walked home with Collette I'll miss her i hope i have one lesson in Cotham just to see people, well the people i like it's kinda crap that so many people are going to redland. which means it gunna be just like fairfield and ATM fairfield sucks, very few proper mates a few sorta awkward mates and loads of poeple i dont talk to
so hey.. its only another 2 years right :(
still on positive side nagios party yayayyayayyayay gunna be good i hope theres people coming it should be good :P looking forward to a porper party i haven't been out in ages, and Jess Tess ect.. are going and Libby i haven't seen her outside school in forever, i really like her, sjes really sweet.
anyway umm yeah so just one day at a time right.
looking forward to starting a new one life2, but a party without tom feels like a hug with no arms just sorta odd but I'll get over it. put my ego side and be the best friend i can be to him. i love this part though, i can say whatever about missing tom or feel the bun after being dumped, but when you start SPARKING with a new person i so much fun practically electric.
so don't feel to sorry for me! I'm heading back out there with a patched up heart.
bye bye guys xxxxxx
I'm doing psychology sociology English lit and photography
looking forward to it, i just felt that that I'd be good at English lit hopefully i am
i might do a German AS if i can just take the test.
anyway happy i am ! (and I'm so Yoda)
still yay!! good day i lost 1.5 pounds this week wooohoo so that's 11.5 which is 2.5 away form a stone so wish me luck for this week guys.
walked home with Collette I'll miss her i hope i have one lesson in Cotham just to see people, well the people i like it's kinda crap that so many people are going to redland. which means it gunna be just like fairfield and ATM fairfield sucks, very few proper mates a few sorta awkward mates and loads of poeple i dont talk to
so hey.. its only another 2 years right :(
still on positive side nagios party yayayyayayyayay gunna be good i hope theres people coming it should be good :P looking forward to a porper party i haven't been out in ages, and Jess Tess ect.. are going and Libby i haven't seen her outside school in forever, i really like her, sjes really sweet.
anyway umm yeah so just one day at a time right.
looking forward to starting a new one life2, but a party without tom feels like a hug with no arms just sorta odd but I'll get over it. put my ego side and be the best friend i can be to him. i love this part though, i can say whatever about missing tom or feel the bun after being dumped, but when you start SPARKING with a new person i so much fun practically electric.
so don't feel to sorry for me! I'm heading back out there with a patched up heart.
bye bye guys xxxxxx
Sunday, 21 March 2010
yeah hi... umm yeah
I'm felling young and reckless
the ribbon around my wrist says
do not open before Christmas.
But there was some about him the made her go weak at the knees with longing.
I picked you up like a virus
Like meningococcal meningitis
Now I can't feel my legs
When you're around I can't get out of bed
your taking theese pills for to fill up your soul and your drinking them down with cheap alcohol.
well so im at the start again this time with no boy to fall back unto.
(it's not fair to him using him, the last boy is still eating away at my conscience)
still i can't look back it hurts too much, "im not in love winter just wasn't my season" looking forward is still best i think... hopefuly
the future not looking too bad ;) got my eyes some people and tbh it's fun window shopping even if you don't buy
still frist firlting attemtp fail but i didn't prepare properly.:( silly me
like letting him no im single again silly me.
anyway you probs gunna see a return of old Jeannie with slightly less morals and a patched up heart.
could be fun right?!?!
i hope so
i'll let you know my progress xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
the ribbon around my wrist says
do not open before Christmas.
But there was some about him the made her go weak at the knees with longing.
I picked you up like a virus
Like meningococcal meningitis
Now I can't feel my legs
When you're around I can't get out of bed
your taking theese pills for to fill up your soul and your drinking them down with cheap alcohol.
well so im at the start again this time with no boy to fall back unto.
(it's not fair to him using him, the last boy is still eating away at my conscience)
still i can't look back it hurts too much, "im not in love winter just wasn't my season" looking forward is still best i think... hopefuly
the future not looking too bad ;) got my eyes some people and tbh it's fun window shopping even if you don't buy
still frist firlting attemtp fail but i didn't prepare properly.:( silly me
like letting him no im single again silly me.
anyway you probs gunna see a return of old Jeannie with slightly less morals and a patched up heart.
could be fun right?!?!
i hope so
i'll let you know my progress xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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