Driving=freedom

I driving so much, being a very small girl I don't often feel very powerful but behind the wheel it sorta feels like your in control.
which I'm liking TBH.
I'm so worried that I'll fail, because I'll cost my parents more money, i wont be able to drive and I wont get another test date for 10 weeks...
I can do everything, roundabouts, dual carriages ways and I know how to check the oil, my driving is up to test standard.
but every so often I'll do something stupid and wrong then I get worried about that thing I did and all my bad habits creep back in like looking at the gear stick (which your not allowed to do) which if I do persistently I will fail for.
it's very easy to fail on the test. you cant make any big failures but you can make 15 small failures which are not checking mirrors or something like that.
and when i have this weird spaz I start doing all those thing that eventually I will fail for.
i realised today walking home today that at the end of this week I could never walk home from school again, think about for the last 12 years of my life I've walked to and from school, it going to be weird to drive there, in the BubbleBee which is what I'm calling my yellow car with stripy black and yellow interior.
By the time of Llanthony if i pass I'll have been driving for about 3 weeks and i only got good and driving 6 weeks ago, I'm not perfect and I don't driving like your parents or taxi drivers, I drive too fast in small gaps and I have what my instructor says is "too fucking close" but I call it excellent spatial awareness.
I'll need time, so please if I'm driving you somewhere respect that I'm a newby at this and just sit back and be glad you'er getting a lift home.
but all of the is based on my passing my test.
if i fail it'll cost £63 for another test £195 for 10 more lessons including the 2 hours you need to actually complete the test.
I'm very lucky that my parent are footing the bill for this, i couldn't do it without them so im gunna try my hardest not to fail.


On other matters YAY no more exams and English CW is over now.
All I've got to do now is Photography, which will be over in a week so after the I'll have some breathing room...

Suriya <3 I had such a lovely weekend with you... your the kindest person to out up with my annoying bad parts.






My school friends like having dinner parties, I attended Mexican night with Suri on Saturday night. during a discussion in school I've decided i host a German night so Snitzels, reiberkuchen and proper beer.


altogether i think its going to be a good week <3

Exam Stress... -_-

All in all not a bad start to 2011,
It's been quiet, stressful but mostly calm.
Driving test is coming up soon, 24th Jan fingers crossed i should be driving by the afternoon :O
Suri's being a babe <3 looks after me when I'm feeling a bit crappy or not feeling like, he's so very very very lovely.