so guys .....

so we're broken up ...

realyy is that what we're doing ?

i guess that good

he still doesnt love me

i dont think he's using me but his intentions are no longer honorable

im sad and at the same time i've got almost everything i want.

i can tell he still wants me but...

i thought i'd gotten over all this being used stuff,

is this gunna end the same way ?


if you dont love me please dont act like nothing has changed because everything's changed

and if you do, tell me





:( (U) :(

i loved him..

i loved him and he loved me.

he doesn't

i can't

my friends have been okay, ngaio was the best i love her for caring ans throwing me a party thing, and caring for me but still ad least i got sort of caring from yaz, charly didn't even check i was okay hasn't hugged me or asked how i am, i wish she would just tell me she didn't care so i can stop pinning after my old best friend, i need my best friend. i need a friend atm and i don't have many so please guys, if i ever helped you out ever looked after you when your sad please i can't be abandoned by you too.

im heart broken.

dont leave me too :'(

i suppose i should blog

umm im heart broken and thats about the most of it

it'll hurt for ages

i'll get over it

and then maybe my life can start again

just not sure how long that will take depends if my friend pull their weight and help me out for all the times I've helped them out

:'(