i loved him..

i loved him and he loved me.

he doesn't

i can't

my friends have been okay, ngaio was the best i love her for caring ans throwing me a party thing, and caring for me but still ad least i got sort of caring from yaz, charly didn't even check i was okay hasn't hugged me or asked how i am, i wish she would just tell me she didn't care so i can stop pinning after my old best friend, i need my best friend. i need a friend atm and i don't have many so please guys, if i ever helped you out ever looked after you when your sad please i can't be abandoned by you too.

im heart broken.

dont leave me too :'(