how long will it take befor thing fall into place?
me and tom- fine again
me and charly- fine yay!
me and family- getting there
bit still i always feel like everythings still up in the air, like the snows still falling so you dont know what it'll be like in the morning. it could be bright sunshine when you wake up, you'll get the whole day off and everything will feel right; OR all heel could have broken lose. at the monment evrything affects me one tiny little things make me think im doing something wrong, like i'm walking on black ice. im trying my best to be what people need or want but sometimes i think that i shouldn't have to try that hard. you should never judge another persons path because you never know what their struggle is.
one thing that makes me truely sad is David isnt talking to me anymore, i dont even think he knows he doing it, it almost seems unconscience which make it even worse. no matter what happened with me and Jess he was a good friend and for most of the summer one of the best. we were the awsome foursome and we had a great summer. i miss my numpty.
you guys will always be my people and if you guys go off it's a shame ans you'll be sourly missed but if/when your done you could come back. it's my last year and i would really hate to leave it like this. ALONE.AKWARD.AFRAID.
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