i'm over tom, he's brilliant and great but i'm not still in love with him or anything like that. but im staying in the room in Germany where i stayed with him and last night i went to the restaurant i went to with him. i done a lot in bristol so not everything reminds me of him but this flat reminds me of him, and us and everything.

i invited ben but he had other things to do, i could get hold of bessie so i couldnt invite her and ngaios in candia so im here alone.

im soo far from home, really bad timing to get sad