that was the worst night of my life.
i cried my heart out.
shaking so hard.
i couldn't breath the last time i cried like that was years ago.
i've been hinding and supressing everything, little bit everyday.
bad stuff doesn't go away, the more you hide it.
ben didn't ask my side, im not sure weather he was going to or just going to side with someone else.
charly wouldn't even look at me, she says she has nothing to say, so either we're just not friends of i've done something wrong.
ngaio is an angel, she understands me and does stand up for me. i love her sometimes i think nowendays she's one of my only true friends.
will is a babe, sweet and kind but only when he knows someone really needs it some he's not being nice because he doesn't know i need his help.
tom is trying to be a good ex but he gets lonely and sometime i kinda feel like it's my fault becuase we got so seuculed when we were together.
bessie is amazing really kind and im very sorry, that i'd hurt her she's special really. nothing more will happen. I'M CHANGING.
fresh start. im cutting out the sex.
because apparently sex is against the law the way people have being reacting.
OVER-REACTION BY A FRACTION
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