i was left, broken on the floor all my love poured out, me left in pieces. people forget that. i pretended to bounce back quickly. i pretended i was fine i though i was. then i started liking Kai and everything got excited and i think h e liked me too he just doesn't want to try and i can understand why he would want someone who's still broken. because i still am, i don't love him but he broken that faith i had in me that i was wroth it. so guess what now i gunna lose all my extra fat which i gunna take me and long time and I'm gunna be happy because no one is on my side. i felt like shit after Tom dumped me, like i wasn't worth him. and so yeah i screwed kai. everyone said that i had made him unclean no one asked me if i like him? if he liked me or was it just for sex? was it going anywhere? IF I WAS OKAY? no they just assumed that i was fucking him to make myself felling better by not caring about him.
and why is none of this said to my face and as soon as someone did everyone joined in like they were to scared to tell themselves.
schools hell for me now, no friends, whispers and sitting by myself at lunch times.
i'll miss you guys, i'll try and remember you as friends
please feel free to change how your acting so i can love you guys when im gone. and think about you fondly.
It'll be okay, people will come round. They just need to remember that you're you. Show them again how lovely you can be. You'll be okay. <3 I love you
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