my escape route

Nature or Nurture ?

where do you guys stand. i think it's nurture but if you look at my and my lovely cousin Alastair we're exactly the same, we both have a habit of fucking things up but because we generally are nice people( coz I'm not big headed at all :P) we work and we try to make up for the things we've done well i do, i don't like speaking for people. is it weird that my idol is very like me? god that sounds self obsessed :S the best part of him is the best part in me too. and the worse part of me is in him too.

i used to think that my friends we're my family, mainly because i was a bratty child who got in a huff when me and my mum argued. i relied on my friends for the unconditional love, which i always try and give to everyone that need it because maybe they don't get love from where they need it from. someone caring even if your not that close can sometimes make the shit times seem less shit.

i hope that if i wasn't related to Al that we'd be friends, he had such a hard life and made a bit a few mistakes but he gives me that lovely family caring and love just for being the person that you are.

thats where I'm going when you guys are going to Charly's exams are over party :) he gunna cheer me up when you guys are partying, I'm sad me and charly aren't friend i can understand why but it's a shame :( for the people who read this that i probably wont see again, you are part of what keeps those of us that don't have the best home lives from feeling unloved and I'll miss you.

thanks guy for the lovely things it says in my signing book thingy <3