relative ages

we would all like to think we're grown up,
because that would mean people treating us as adults, no one like being talked down to, treated like they cant look after them selves or that they are to young to have an opinion.
for years i was different, pertending to be younger to fit in with you lovely people, i do enjoy being childish but it never cam naturally, i never had a inclining to run around town screaming and laughing.
which make having fun quite hard.
children have the most fun, because they do what they love because they love doing it.
I've always thought myself to be in my 20's.
but that was before...
I've said for the last for years that people should be living their teenage years not worrying about them that does no one any good.
i think I've started to act my age.
16 and stupid.
in a few years everyone will be living by themselves with loans to repay and other things to worry about.
for the last 12 years in my case all I've done i go to school and see my friends.
thats my whole world, except a few old friends and babysitting.
what else do we do ?
nest year the only people who care where we are will be our parents and they're easily fooled or they just don't want to know.
soon people will be excepting more of us.
getting a job moving out going to uni being adults.
so please don't take life to seriously.
at the moment everything hurt my heart my head and my conscience.
in 5 years hopefully they wont be hurting or at least wont be hurting for the same reasons.
hopefully it'll be a new boy who broke my heart.
hopefully I'll be hungover from a different weekend long bender.
hopefully i wont do anything to hurt a friend again.

remember skins ... the 5 years game, where will you be ??






HOPEFULLY AWAY FROM SADNESS MEANNESS AND HEARTACHE